On hold

With last week's thing still in the back of my head, I seem to have put this pregnancy on hold. I notice my belly getting bigger and there sure is something living in there. But as long as this uncertainty goes on, I can't invest in what's to come. There aren't yet any name suggestions to discuss. I'm not thinking about birth announcements. And when the second little one does come up, there's always a little nagging voice in my head that reminds me that we're not sure about it yet. Though you can never be sure...