Down in life

[franceslievens]

He's not answering my messages. I should call him, but don't dare. I'm scared he'll hate me for it. I'm always scared people will hate me for giving attention. It feels like I'm throwing myself at them, obliging them to pay attention to me. I should know better that's not the reason why he doesn't reply.
I miss him, miss laughing with him and being crazy. Shit, if only he'd crawl out of the dump he's in now. If only I'd know how to make him.

Comments

[lovablylolly.livejournal.com]

My heart breaks for you.

[frances-lievens.livejournal.com]

Thank you, honey.

[harper47.livejournal.com]

Aww frances. I wish I could help. Hugs sweetie.

[frances-lievens.livejournal.com]

I wish I could help too, but sometimes there is nothing much to do than simply wait and see.